that i have this strange perplexetion to see people's lives and situations as peopel struggling to over coem certain situations but never actually accomplishing what they desire. its melodramtic, and i see everybody as depressed individuals not able to overcome their fate, yet endlessly trying to struggle against it. its not all the time, but i fall into this tyope of thinkign sometimes. never any clousure for any individuals.
for instance, soemtiems i think about my dad and his dad's relationship. with my grandfather being strict, square republican, and unmoving. cold and calloused too. and my dad trying to conect with him, love him, and open his eyes to the world, but him never listening, or looking. and then my grandfather dies and my father is not able to accomplish his goals, feelign for the rest of his life, and empty void where his loving father should have been.
its rather odd i feel like i think like this sometimes and i get too carried away with it sometimes. especially since i really have no idea since he died when i was like 6 and i only have hear say to go off of.
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